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THE END... of 2011
Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Well, well, well...

I see it's been more than a year since my last post. I guess that's understandable, with the importance of my last year of high school constantly nagging me to keep studying throughout the year, it's no wonder I just never found the time to keep blogging. And even then, I felt as if blogging was a waste of time, considering all the other 'important' things I had to do..... Or maybe I'm just plain lazy ;P

I've just finished the dreaded High School Certificate. Now that I think about it, it wasn't as scary as I expected it to be. I didn't feel nervous or anything, even though I had failed to thoroughly studied the entire syllabus for a few subjects. Like you do enormous amounts of assignments, homework, assessments, etc. throughout the year, only to sit for a 3 hour exam (in most cases for me) and that's it. You kinda wonder whether all that hard work was really necessary but of course it is. So anyway, I finished my exams quite late
and it was quite difficult to focus when everyone keeps uploading photos of their post-exam partying. Very difficult indeed. To the point where you almost just want to give up and go out partying too. Nevertheless, I persevered and literally ran out of my last exam!

Realisation that I had completed my schooling didn't really sink in until the next week or so when I found myself sick in bed. The night after my last exam, I went out clubbing with my bestie, just to let all the stress out and that was an amazing night. Then the next day, we both went to the first K-pop concert in Sydney. We all los
t our voices, but no surprise there, especially when you finally get to see your favourite artists on stage performing in front of your very own eyes. The object of your fantasies (for some ;p), right there. It was breath-taking, I swear, I almost fainted
several times.

Now that everything's over, I feel as if I have more time for myself, and what I want to do. Not what teachers want me to do or what I'm supposed to do in order to succeed in exams. No, now it's just about the people around me and myself. Feels fucking great.
I've been trying to look for a job but I've applied pretty late for
Christmas casual positions so I won't be surprised if I don't get anything. Would've been good though, to get a bit more pocket money and also so I don't die of boredom here in the forest. Sure being in the forest is nice, it's peaceful and relaxing.. But where I live, there's not much to do. And the internet is soooo slow, it's unbelievable. This is why I try and wake up late (not that it's much of a problem) so that half the day is gone and I d
on't need to sit around thinking of what to do to pass the time.

That's it for now. Hopefully my next blog post won't be in a year's time.